do you see what I see?
what do you think a christian looks like? where does the journey start? if I say that it is a person of faith, then what does faith look like? what does it mean to follow Jesus? are these just empty questions with a searching that can never end? as I look to my own faith, do I yet know exactly what shape it takes? should I even know these things, or should faith just continue to be this endless mystery, as the Eastern church teaches? slowly, faith does come...
I think that we are far too impatient with faith. should I trust in something that is easy to believe? shouldn't faith be a journey, a struggle? shouldn't there be something in faith that makes it hard to follow? maybe people sign on for something they think is going to be easy, find it difficult and then get mad at God for false advertising. but aren't I a part of God's marketing team? in some way that's the church, offering the hardest sell of all to people who aren't really looking to buy.
this got negative quick. i don't want my faith to be negative. faith looks forward. faith sees the life that can be. life can be great. we get to be a part of the greater thing. we get to be a part of something that makes us last forever. that gives us meaning. significance. we count.

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I think faith is something that we as Christians sometimes see in action but often it is seen in a radiance that appears in our countenances. And in my own life I have found that for me, faith is simpler than I make it and often the church and the words that the church uses mixed with my own brain raised in a legalistic family make it more difficult than it is. A relationship with God on the outside looks more like a list of do's and don't's that no one can every really follow realistically, obedience becomes a bad word as it conjures up feelings of guilt for never measuring up and god feels far off and uncaring. Lately though, as I have stripped off all of the "stuff" that weighs me down, like needing to follow a list of do's and don't's,etc. I have found that faith to me is living your life, talking to God all day long about anything and everything, telling Him how much I love Him and thanking Him for how blessed I really am, resting in His arms when I am too tired to think straight, asking for help for those close to me that I love and care about, asking Him if something that I am doing is really what I should be doing, letting Peace be my guide in all decisions, and listening for the quiet voice that often is just a gut feeling that something is right or wrong, reading the word and claiming what it says about me, not because I have to but because over all with problems or not, when I believe what Gods says about who I am and who He is, life just seems brighter.
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